Morning Depression

I'm always most depressed when I get up - which is usually the morning these days. Absolute void of enthusiasm for anything today. But finally I decided I have enough song ideas that my life shouldn't be totally meaningless. I need to take a walk first. I'm going to save 5HTP for just before bed, cause that tryptophan probably makes me even more lethargic than I naturally am, and that's pretty damn lethargic. These purposeless tubes of metabolism. They tired me out.