fuck, just wanted to say fuck, but not on facebook, fuck that

wish i could write something - could theoretically have a lot to say, but i'm too drained, wiped, burnt out from demands of life, overwork, being overworked, pulled in too many directions, fed up, wanting to escape, like a geographical cure - gordian knot, the impracticality of taking off - i almost could though - but not quite - maybe some actual crafted words later - perpetual later, manyana

the surrealness of the family unit