9/20/13

ck-ck-ck-ckyeah, baby!

i got nothing to say

but i'm gonna say nothing in the form of a hat dance

i got nothing to say, but i'm gonna say things anyway

okay, that's about enough on nothing - about enough, but not exactly enough

i got nothing to say, but i got rid of all the drafts in a blog caulking project on a tight schedule, sewing a pant leg onto a patch, it'll make a good pauper's rag, if i know anything about that, which i don't, but maybe i'll get lucky

i bumped down the clown, dr. rockso in case you didn't know, the rock 'n roll clown from metalocalypse - i meant to write a post about how i often feel like dr. rockso when he's on that sea-saw of trying to go straight-edge, then caving in to crazy, but i'm not much of a writer of words lately, i'm just mooshing around the idea like a lump of stress putty, keeping hands busy on something pointless when they could be getting projects ready for deadlines instead, but i'm not feeling it now, not feeling like i got the words i need, for said projects, so fuck it, i'll moosh around an idea instead that's almost formed enough to be a good song or even better, an epic blog post, how long's it been since that happened? too long - it's almost there, that lump, but not quite, instead it's a monstrous tumour, but good news, it's benign!

that being said, the envelope lost a few nodes, the line's dotted, the model train's off track... and a person got shot in my dreams - i surveyed the happening like an odd god on the nod - i'd settle for dreams if that's all i can get after death, but that's probably asking too much - still, i'll call, i'll put my dreams on the table, i've got to leave it to a settled pile of shuffled cards, i'm not the master of my own destiny, i'll make a life out of that defeatist principle, write a sensitive folk song along those lines, die in delirium when it rolls around to that, and have a hang over on the ledge below the edge - an encore of looking for the black cat that isn't there, but it's about the stumble in the dark, not the non-destination

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

is that the core of all your problems? you want to be a girl?
well anyway, happy birthday. i know it is this month but i forget the exact date. sorry bout that.
-Zarqel

Hector the Crow said...

At first I was crestfallen that you'd forgotten the day. How sadly quick memory decays. But how can I stay upset with you zarquel? You've got that zarquel charm, it gets me every time. Don't ever change. Happy birthday to you too.

Tasha Klein said...

i bet you think that zar is matt. well he is not. it is me, tash. lol

Hector the Crow said...

Good guess what my guess was. I wasn't sure, but thanks for identifying yourself. Happy birthday in advance, tasha. Happy unbirthday for today.

not paranoid when you should be just one of my normal keyboard improvisations, nothing special, except that it's recorded on a real grand.