parallel rabbit holes on a street corner

if a tree falls in the woods, is the sound transcribed

for blogger's stenographic record?

collected childhood drawings

enjoy the soft screetch of perception

of being known, of passing through a mind with a vessel

pissing in the wind, whistling past the grave yard, possibly

to be in the fossil record of the digital future

"the digital future", such a linear notion

the foot-on-the-gas mentality, non-harmony

carving a path through planetary destiny

how unfair, those roman plebs long past

never had their life stories preserved in online archives

were only represented as lucius and pullo in a tv series

the only grunts mentioned by name, by julius caesar

a haunted house with a nauseating smell

is somehow touching, a shack remains

one of a few, god forbid we run out of mystery

like we're running out of history

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i can't stop eating these salsa flavoured chips

as long as i don't think about what i'm doing

and shut off the stomach cam, i don’t want to see

what the eyes can't digest

i'm clinging to light and a lukewarm tea cup

cause they shut off our gas

but not electricity

so we have light but not heat

and earl grey is my new favourite drink

calorie restriction

and consciousness

it’s examination

of gak

of euphoria

what is natural, should i care? what is healthy, is health natural?

what is society, is society natural, is society healthy? should i care?

calorie restriction

and consciousness

it’s awareness

of binge

of food

of brain chemicals

parallel rabbit holes, nevermind the carnivorous associations

so is this a binge, is this what a binge is?

i never noticed before

now health is an issue and

the physical can't be ignored, and the physical is mental

and the mental is physical

because it's all a series of

cycles and if you can determine the frequency, you can see

where you fit even if you don't know what is

natural, and healthy, and society, and should you care?

a wild night with half-caffeinated coffee
analyzing electro-chemical thought to the point of hallucination

a naturopathic purge

no binge this week

no booze this week, just a lot of thc

and now reeses' candy, brain candy after

that meta-fiction movie, a grim laugh at society

is it healthy to laugh at society, if a laugh is natural

does that naturalize absurdity?

alice naturalized to wonderland eventually

throw infinity at the psyche and watch it adapt

like i'm starting to like this earl grey, sans cream, naturally