styl eyes

it's not enough
to look at your picture box

it's not enough
to write this

xanax is good
but valium is better
seroquel is best
the flesh torments
but the mind hurts more

i think it's possible
it keeps me going
although another thing will keep me going
when its time comes

the picture box
is personable
in a way that connects to those old time endorphin rush days
that are now ghost towns
but still
stupidly
sacred

i was at the bar tonight
and that was something
when i'm listening, i can learn all kinds of things about people
but ultimately, it doesn't help me
i'm not a user

it's a sickness - a modern sickness? yes
let me throw my lot in with sick modernity
or post modernity, whichever triggers the satelite rain
that flattens bankok

when i'm not playing piano
i'll be an instrument for eurocorp's campaign
cause i love a good satelite rain, the flashes, the flattening
the city blocks in rubble
i reap the rewards, pick over the new epoch church corpses
plug in some modern worthy synthetic neuroses