meadow soprano was right
you have to learn to block stuff out
unless you want to be insane
unless you want to be insane
can you blame these psychotic suicide case columbine kids?
it’s all the mercury in the fish
they’re just like their neurotic parents
i have so many flavors of craziness and depression waiting for me
so many desperate attempts at synthesizing a life
life after burnout, life in the middle age, life begins at 40
so many role models
can you blame them?
it’s all the subliminal messages in the television programming
it’s all the lead in the paint
medical technology
can tell us how advanced our disease is
i’m a connoisseur of disease, all i can write about
the scab i’m subsumed in
all the recent downloads
are diseased
and everything is bullshit
everything i write, everything everybody else writes
music is pointless, drugs are placebos
and everything is bullshit
except aphex, why is it that aphex always works?
when i’m feeling desolate, aphex somehow makes
desolation and desperation feel right
beautiful, selected ambient works volume 2
i WAS looking for a drug, but not just any drug
i wanted dramamine, cause hedonism trips
aren’t working, but sleep always works
like aphex
i’m drowning and the house is on fire, is it?
good for the house, i’ll take dictation
hear it in the hallucinogenic toreador
and i love drammies, and i love dreams
and life is so cruel to me lately
people hate me, or maybe it’s paranoia
but dreams and aphex are good to me
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