i'm an asshole
i fucked up a good thing
i hope you find someone more worthy of your charms than me



what else can i say, fucking philosophize? surplus words
flogging a dead horse


elsewhere, i'm a journeyman, making music
indulgently
now i'm looking from outside, as giving nothing
a nest of dead ends

there was a spark, earlier tonight
it blew out, that's life,
and that's that saying

i should become a mute
make that sacrifice
get beyond words
beyond self
but stick
@ ground 0