nevermind

it's not that bad
you've just got to hide
convince yourself under cover of darkness
then you might rest a while
it will have no connection to anyone else
it's okay

it's allowed to shift
amazing how much paranoia was present
but there was also reality, unfortunately, maybe, i don't know
nevermind virtual, jesus christ in a chicken basket

it's best to remain in stasis, in ravgravy, let's call it

i guess i'd rather sleep than anything else -- entrust my experience of life with the unconscious - give it over to that - nevermind the bright