I've gotten into the habit of taking, consuming content passively - except in this case, I'm giving, but it feels like taking. I'm giving a fuck about myself and saying some shit, "giving" to the world by giving in to my own indulgence. It feels like taking the collective fucks of a bunch of folks and getting off on it.
I'm trying to rouse myself into consuming others' souls by thinking of it as an act of charity that's symbiotic, parasitic, others will enjoy my sucking of them, something like that.
I'll get them off, except why do I care? I have a wife, I should concern myself with getting her off, and nothing else. Except cornholing myself in a pornhole every few weeks, just another vice.
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